RT Journal Article SR Electronic T1 Bearing Witness to Grief JF The Annals of Family Medicine JO Ann Fam Med FD American Academy of Family Physicians SP 564 OP 565 DO 10.1370/afm.2886 VO 20 IS 6 A1 Driscoll, Abigail YR 2022 UL http://www.annfammed.org/content/20/6/564.abstract AB Minutes after starting my family medicine rotation, my first patient crumpled before my eyes. She shared a story of anguish and worry, overwhelmed with the grief of her partner’s unexpected death and consequential housing instability. As a medical student, I both underestimated and was underprepared for the pain of facing patients experiencing life-changing loss. It is one thing to read about structural trauma and deeply embedded inequalities; it is another to look into the eyes of the patients whose families are, in part, shaped by them. In this essay, I grapple with a myriad of emotions on my first day of family medicine—and contemplate the courage required to show up, wholeheartedly, for our patients.