RT Journal Article SR Electronic T1 You Can’t Hide the Bridges JF The Annals of Family Medicine JO Ann Fam Med FD American Academy of Family Physicians SP 181 OP 183 DO 10.1370/afm.1759 VO 13 IS 2 A1 Hughes, Lauren S. YR 2015 UL http://www.annfammed.org/content/13/2/181.abstract AB After witnessing a man commit suicide during my residency, I struggled to reconcile the trauma itself, my own competence, and multiple boundary issues I was exploring as a newly minted doctor. My powerlessness in the face of inevitability challenged my sense of capability to fulfill the very calling that brought me into medicine in the beginning—to help fix important problems in the lives of my patients. In the aftermath, I chose to remain connected to the experience in the way I honor him still today.